She walked and walked and walked . . . thinking deep, as if the road was endless. She didn’t know where to stop and return.
Maybe she was lonely, regarding to her unnecessary night prattle. Sometimes she does, when feeling indescribably lonely. Prattling is a way for hiding her negative feeling from herself and others. It is like a strategy to struggle against some helplessness that even she herself often cannot catch the reason why she feels lonely at the moment.
Of course, he mightn’t know, never he, that she eagerly wanted him to hold her then. She said nothing as always, though, just smiling and pretending natural. Men usually don’t know anything about women. Men just delude themselves about their ladies without sensing their unsaid bottomless sorrow. Her knight . . . so does he.
Wish he knew her wavering, or someday he would lose her.
Brit…
And sometimes men are just afraid to open fully their feelings ... For example, if he knows her and she knows him too. But she is so dear to him, to his heart and soul that he is simply afraid to lose her if he will tell to her about sincere feelings. Believe me, it's not simple. Also there are others borders like different kinds of prejudices, thousand km. between them, etc
ReplyDeleteBut he still believes in his dream! He believes very much! Every her little message like just "hi" becomes the celebration to him. And he can't and want no to watch to others around him because he really in true feelings to just one lady...
Sorry Brit,maybe you post it to yourself and I disturb you with my too long comments;) Eh, I just sometimes need someone to disbosom)
I know, Vlad, I could see it from the very first time. I could/can heartily understand you. It may be one of many reasons I like you. :) And now I see you’re talking to yourself as I talk to myself. We’re separately talking to our hearts, me to mine and you to yours. It is needed, I think, even though it wouldn’t practically help us.
ReplyDeleteThank you Brit for your understanding! You know it's difficult to find someone to talk about such things;)
ReplyDeleteYes, you are right. I also think it's needed. And who knows, maybe one day it will be also practically help us;)