Depressed

Clouds always follow the sunshine, they say, yet it is the second of the worst in this year. Maybe it is more than the first, regarding that my mind has been ever trained to such circumstances. So depressed! I had to take one month and a half to get through the first worst. Whole through the summer I struggled with my depression, you know. How much time would this one take for me to hold back coolness?!

Since yesterday I’ve tried to think of my favourites, but it doesn't help at all. I feel like being moved to tears from time to time. I have no time to waste in dejection, however. I must ignore all the negative feelings to meet my work dead-lined. Let the matter rest for the time being. Let’s call to mind just what November gave me, nice friends and an old friend.

Still I’m sad. . . No one to bare my heart.

Brit...

Serious or Earnest

She said to me, “You’re too serious. These days, no one lives such seriously.” Well, it may be right and maybe wrong. I’m serious when I think it needed, not always. I just try to be earnest in everything and to everyone rather than serious. I know, however, I cannot be such earnest as I am to be, because I’m selfish. To say again, I’m too selfish to be earnest, therefore I want to be.

Brit…